Grace…
Why do I dream of being a slut?
Of being used by You
But not having my own needs satisfied
Why does the thought of
Being unworthy
Fill me with such pride
Longing to feel pain
Given to Your pleasure
Received with grace.
Why do I dream being tied down?
Not able to move a limb
Being control at the mercy of You
Why does this appeal?
Freeing my mind
Fulfilling my wants
Taking away my fears
There for You to take
Accepting with grace
Why do I dream of humiliation?
Of being unworthy of love
Yet knowing I am loved and wanted
Degradation
Head bowed eyes cast down
Lowest of the low
Not worthy of You
But only in my mind
Humbled in grace
Why do I dream of punishment?
For the slightest misdemeanor
Wanting to take pain disciplined by Your hand
Fearing the pain
But longing for it
Fearing Your wrath
But looking for it
Fear and pleasure entwine
Submitting with grace
~zecrets 2010
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