Quotes and Saying - babygirl layers

“We do not grow absolutely, chronologically. We grow sometimes in one dimension, and not in another; unevenly. We grow partially. We are relative. We are mature in one realm, childish in another. The past, present, and future mingle and pull us backward, forward, or fix us in the present. We are made up of layers, cells, constellations.” — Anaïs Nin

If you want to be a slave.

Was sorting through all my document files today when I found this little pearler. It was sent to me quite some time ago. Here now for your pleasure, re-written but unedited. Not sure who the original author is, but it's just "so romantic", I thought it deserved a re-run.

to Master: at Your feet

Master,

I look into Your eyes and know that everything is alright - i love Your eyes - i get lost in them when You are looking at me.

I know You did not bring me to You to drown - i have trust that You will always catch me when i slip too deep and pull me back to safety - at Your feet.

Yours forever,
bg

Poems: The Strength of a Man

The strength of a man
isn't seen in the width
of his shoulders.
It's seen in the width
of his arms that circle you..

The strength of a man
isn't in the deep tone
of his voice.
It's in the gentle
words he whispers...

The strength of a man
isn't how many buddies he has.
It's how good a buddy
he is with his kids...

The strength of a man isn't
in how respected he is at work.
It's in how respected
he is at home...

The strength of a man
isn't in how hard he hits.
It's in how tender
he touches...

The strength of a man
isn't in the hair on his chest.
It's in his Heart,
that lies within his chest...

The strength of a man
isn't how many women he's loved.
It's in can he be
true to one woman...

The strength of a man
isn't in the weight he can lift.
It's in the burdens
he can carry...


© July 15, 1999
Jacqueline Marie Griffiths

Shake the Sugar Tree: Becoming a Better you

What does it mean to become a better you?  First, you need to understand that your Master wants you to become all that you can be.  Second, it is imperative that you realize that your Master will do His part, but you must do your part as well.  To become a better you, you must:

·         Keep pressing forward.

·         Be positive toward yourself.

·         Develop better relationships.

·         Form better habits.

·         Embrace the place where you are.

·         Develop your inner life.

·         Stay passionate about life.

Take each one of the above and write about how you can take your Master’s desires and wishes of you and become a better you.  The fears of not meeting up to those desires and wishes can be very scary.  It takes courage to ask questions of yourself and to delve deeper into the whys of being a submissive and how your choices will help you become a better “you”.   By following through on your list you have already accomplished part of the first item on list – smiles!

~zecrets   

i want to speak...

Slender manicured fingers from her hand reach out and begin to depress each of the hard buttons.

She knows what she wants.

It was 8:00pm  He is waiting.

Each long finger goes down on the keypad, craving it.

She knows He is waiting.  The radio is on.  The song they are playing seems unusually sad to her.

She dials a little faster now.  Anticipation makes her nipples hard.  Her breath is heavy and labored.  Would He be waiting?

The last number quickly goes through.

His voice seems to shake when He says, “Yes you may cum, cum for Me now.”

He hears only the sound of the receiver hitting the floor and the sweetness of her scream of release for Him.

Poems: Grace

Grace…

Why do I dream of being a slut?

Of being used by You

But not having my own needs satisfied

Why does the thought of

Being unworthy

Fill me with such pride

Longing to feel pain

Given to Your pleasure

Received with grace.

Why do I dream being tied down?

Not able to move a limb

Being control at the mercy of You

Why does this appeal?

Freeing my mind

Fulfilling my wants

Taking away my fears

There for You to take

Accepting with grace

Why do I dream of humiliation?

Of being unworthy of love

Yet knowing I am loved and wanted

Degradation

Head bowed eyes cast down

Lowest of the low

Not worthy of You

But only in my mind

Humbled in grace

Why do I dream of punishment?

For the slightest misdemeanor

Wanting to take pain disciplined by Your hand

Fearing the pain

But longing for it

Fearing Your wrath

But looking for it

Fear and pleasure entwine

Submitting with grace

~zecrets 2010

Poems: You’ve Got me

You’ve Got me

Turn around and see me

Letting my eyes linger over every part of You.

See the way You make me weak whenever You are near.

You will know that You’ve got me under a spell

That no amount of good sense or wisdom

Can seem to break.

I’m living my life, a life I once considered

Good enough, happy enough…

But now all I can feel is my need for You,

The need to be with You… to let You know

That You have me,

My heart beats only for You.

And with the ache of all this wanting,

All I can think of are the questions….

If only You knew, could we discover

The ecstasy that lovers often talk of

Though few ever feel?

If only You knew, would You love me too?

The secret is out, let the world know

How I once feel for a bright spot in the sky,

The one gem in a world to filled with ordinary objects.

I can’t go back to ordinary, not after this.

A part of me will always want a part of You…

Will always try to grab a hold of a light

Shining through darkness.

Turn around to see my eyes linger over You,

And You will see the truth and beauty

Of the way I care.

Just look at me and You will know

You’ve got me.

~zecrets - 2005

Quotes and Saying: Maya Angelou.... i love her quotes!

I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow.

I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights.

I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life....

I've learned that making a "living" is not the same thing as making a "life." I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance.

I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw something back.

I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision.

I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one.

I've learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back.

I've learned that I still have a lot to learn.

I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.”

~~Fears~~

A Master’s Grace – understanding and unconditional love when His babygirl is growing in all areas.  Below is an excerpt from a handwritten letter to my Master… it was written many years ago but you can still see the tear stains on the paper.  I have also, with His permission, included parts of His response to me on my words written – my fears.

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Quotes and Saying: Helplessness

I have fallen to my knees unable to rise, what kind of trap is this? What kind of chains has tied my hands and feet? It is so strange, so wonderful this helplessness of mine -- Rumi

Quotes and Saying - Not a Sexaul Thing

"A riding crop and a blindfold doesn't make it BDSM. There is a big difference between being kinky and being in the scene. It's not a sexual thing to me, it's a very spiritual thing." - DominaBlue

Quotes and Saying: My Attitude - My Life - My Rules

‎" When you are up in life, your friends get to know who you are. But when you are down in life, you get to know who your friends are".

Quotes and Saying: My Attitude - My Life - My Rules

"If you want something, don't wish for it. Life is too short to wait."

Quotes and Saying: My Attitude - My Life - My Rules

"The worst feeling isn't being lonely but being forgotten by someone you can't forget."